sickness and health

Well i have been ill, as you might have quessed from the title, which is also the excuse i am going to use, for not having updated in such a long time, NOT that anyone reads this much, if at all, as far as i know, so maybe i am sitting talking to myself...Haha.
anyways, i have been thinking a lot about my past, and why i am who i am a guess, and how i got here. so i started writing a post about everything that happened from when i first met Adam, to help me get my head around everything, but it is getting a lot longer than a i planned possibly too long and personal to post here, and maybe something i will only show to a select few, or maybe i will post it, depending, 1, how long it gets, and 2, how it makes me feel in the end.
but anyways, i am all well again now, Physcially if not mentally, though i am working hard on the later, and a good night out in the union with Adam and Andy helped 10 fold with that.
In fact there are several things that were said to me yesterday that stick out, and made my day.
Pete said to me, when i just back to halls having been away for a few days:
"glad to have you back."
Richard said when i was over in his hall with him:
"me, you, Filipe and Anoop, would be great in a house together, is a real shame, Filipe and Anoop already have places to live"
and "you are just one of the guys....no offence"
both of these comments made me smile, cos it just made me realise that our friendship means as much to Richard as it does to me.
And Andy, he said to me when i asked him if he was going to come drinking with me for my birthday:
"of course, would love to, wouldn't miss it"
and Adam defending himself adamently to me, when he said how much hard work Andy can be, like he was worried i would think bad of him, after about a minute, i just laughed, told him i don't think bad of him, and that he worries to much about how other people think of him, which is highly ironic coming from me, as i am the queen of worrying about such things.
I don't know, but having been home for a few days, it was just really nice to have it really hammered home, that the friends I have here are not just "putting up with me" they actually like me, and care about me. Makes life a lot easier to deal with, not to mention a whole lot more worth living.
And as it is my birthday next weekend, a week today infact it is nice to know i will be able to have a really good time, and make up for my crappy 21st...Tehehe